she says ~
"... I just want myself to leave you. So that there is no heartache that I have to feel many times. I don't know anymore if in my way you feel hurt or vice versa? Which is certainly not my way, this is not me as usual , this is not a form of my hatred of your presence in my life, but this is my way to love you. "
"... I say to myself, I don't need what you say, I just want to make you a role model for my future, help with my life, love my family, I really need you, human beings cannot be predicted, but Allah SWT knows what is desired & what the best for his servant.
"please forgive me.
change don't keep on like this"